Isi Hati Irina: Something that i've wrote... #3

11 November 2008

Aku..

Dah lama x menulis blog nie. Disebabkan kesibukan yang dibuat2x pn dah berkurangan so rasa nk menulis sumtin. Aku nie kalu rasa x senang hati or sedih aku suka bercakap. Aku akan call sapa-sapa ja yang terlintas kat kepala aku pada masa tue x kira masa la. Tapi xde la aku nk call kawan2x aku yg dah kawen. Aku pn paham..

Kita nie sebagai manusia sepatutnya bersyukurkan kerana diberikan perasaan. Cuba bayangkan jika kita x berperasaan.. Wujudnya manusia yang kejam, x berperikemanusiaan,peran dan sebagainya. Kalu bercakap pasal kekejaman yang berlaku pn mereka bertindak atas dasar arahan. Cuba suruh depa p tembak family sendiri, sanggup ke? Tue buktikan depa pn ada perasaan jugak. X mo la cakap pasal perang.

Cuma nk cerita kenapa aku suka bercakap masa aku tengah sedih atau tertekan. Memang hobi aku sekarang nie bercakap tapi xde la macam murai tercabut ekoq.. haha… tapi aku dah kurang bergosip kalu bercakap pasal benda2x yang menarik mesti aku nk join. Contohnya kawan-kawan sekolah kawen.

Bila difikirkan balik dah hamper 10 tahun da aku tinggalkan sekolah aku tue.. yela SPM 99. X sangka jugak 5 tahun aku bertahan kat sekolah tue yang paling aku x suka dipaksa tinggal kat asrama selama 5 tahun. Tuhan jer yang tahu apa yang aku rasa. Almaklum la aku nie yang agak pasif masa sekolah dulu, kuat nangis, sensitive n macam2x lagi. Ha korang x yah dok tambah lagi na aku tahu aku nie macam mana. So, keje yang derang tahu hanyalah membuli. Tapi sekarang mai buli nk tengok.. haha… Maybe you got the wrong person.. Bukan riak atau sombong tapi pengalaman yang buat kita semakin kuat.

On 1^st November 2008, I attended Naza’s Wedding at Bukit Jambul. I get shocked! OMG, I can’t believed dat I could see them again. I can call them best friend ever since form 1. We stayed at hostel together and get know and be closed. They r Naza, Nora, Hana and Baiti and not forgetting another of my best fren too Siti Zulaiha (She likes Garfield so much dat time). We‘re get closer together and do almost activity together. When the time “balik kampong” time I will go to either Nora,or Hana house. At that time Baiti staying at Kulim if not mistaken. Then we plan lots of weekend program. Haha..  Miss you Nora..

The activities should be secret between us. Haha.. Love you guys so much.. Miss to hang out wit them again. Miss old time at school. I’m with Nora in same class skipping our class to go to Baiti class. Hurm girls always are girls gossiping. Haha.. This 3 girls are the popular girls amongst our batches. They’re Nora, Baiti n Hana. They almost have lots of admire out there. But sorry guys Baiti and Hana already married. I will find Nora. Where have she’s been. They said now she staying at Langkawi. I will arrange up to find her there. Its good to reunite back. Thanks Allah for this beautiful friends I have. Anyway not forgetting newly married Naza.. Congratulation on your wedding and will wish both of you live in healthy, wealthy and happily ever after. Wah.. Like Cinderella story…

I hope can organize reunion for our batches from SAM or SMKAM from 1995-1999. If anyone interested to make it possible then you can message me ok. Hope that we can make it happen. Insya-Allah.